Prison of My Conscience

Keep the earth far below my feet

SO that when I do finally jump

I burn up and feel pain

Before dying on impact

I don't know if I'm sad still

Or if this is just one of those days

But I need to live for me

and not try to catch your gaze

but that's all I ever do

please love me

come back

I miss you my dear

Your eyes are so alluring

and I miss them

And I miss us talking every day

But I'm over you

And I've met someone else

who likes me as much as I like her

and it's weird

i Dont Think Ive Ever Been In A Relationship Like This Before

typing like a Freak

i need to be set free and run and scream and dance and love

but i cant

and i wont

because i cant miss class

because i cant fail

but i can fall

its funny how that works

we can fall but never fail

because falling we can pick ourselves up

but with failure comes shame and disappointment

and not even the fairest king

could ever let me go

from failing again

'please understand' i scream

they take me away

and lead me to the dungeon

where all the other criminals live

but i am the only one who will ever be incarcerated

for this is a special place built only for me