Wednesday, August 31, 2011
A year ago, I was head over heels in love with a girl that I had loved since the first day I set eyes on her. I was captured by her beauty, by her radiance, by her laugh. I was entranced. I was captivated. But she is no more. I have no feelings for her. I no longer need her approval. I no longer need her to laugh at my jokes, to respond to my messages, to say hi to me. I have let go of what I could not get, and my life is better. I realize without her, I have grown immensely. I have realized I don't need her to have any sense of fulfillment. I don't have to almost throw up at homecoming because I see her dancing with someone else. I have won the fight. I have grown leaps and bounds. I have seized the day. I do not long for her. I have resuscitated myself.