Peterkin

rant

Yeah, only I would fuck up something like this. A perfectly fine friendship and she doesn't even want to have anything to do with me. I don't know. Am I overreacting? I'm not sure. It's actually not like I haven't liked her for years and then that happened. Oh wait. That's EXACTLY what went down. MY FUCKING BAD.

WHY I CAN'T BE WANTED FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE? JUST ONE GODDAMN GIRL HAVING ANY MORE THAN PLATONIC ATTRACTION TO ME?! BECAUSE IT ISN'T VERY FUCKING FAIR TO HAVE TO CHOOSE WHICH FRIENDS I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH BASED ON IF I CAN HANDLE THEM FLIRTING AND CUDDLING WHEN WE WATCH FUCKING MOVIES WHILE THEY KEEP EACH OTHER WARM AND THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME WARM IS MY FUCKING BODY FAT. IT SEEMS TO ALL DEPEND ON WHO WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH ME.

My life has been a pile of hell lately. Thank God I'm leaving town for a week.

I need some spiritual healing and I definitely need to reconnect with God.

I Want You To Want Me

The Bright Side- Summercamp

Don't go away
Just give me space to breathe again
I'm tired of climbing All the montains
you're making out of molehills
Things could be better sure
But they could be much worse

I'm becoming a little stressed out
And it's all because of you
Could you please give it a rest now
I have things I'd rather do
But I'll be looking on the bright side

Don't take this the wrong way
Respect is the first word that comes to mind
Just realize that I have a need to wander my path
And things will be better sure
Just say you'll give it a whirl

I'm becoming a little stressed out
And it's all because of you
Could you please give it a rest now
I have things I'd rather do
But I'll be looking on the bright side

I'm becoming a little stressed out
And it's all because of you
Could we please give it a rest now
I have things I'd rather do
I'm becoming a little stressed out
And it's all because of you
Could we please give it a rest now
I have things I'd rather do 

I made it