I always feel like I'm alone. I've felt that way since the 8th grade, and whenever I feel really confident about myself or when I finally think I'm over my depression, loneliness rears its ugly-ass head. I just wish people wanted to hang out with me, not because they feel bad when I get like this, or I didn't mind being alone.
But I do.
And I don't that will in the near future, or ever.
So I guess I'll have to fucking deal.