the beast

hey fuck it because im on one

the only one who knows what it is truly like to be me

im gone and in the sky yet i havent had a drink in a week or two

but im still here living and laughing and loving and crying and dying and wanting to be helped

i got the license and i drive and i swerve and i crash and the ambulance comes and they dont find anyone there because my body has already turned into something else and i lean and i fall as i run, with my clothing tattered and singed and tears drop from my now hollow and empty eyes and i cry escaping the beast and i cant escape

darkness catches up

it swallows me

it envelops me

i am gone