Last night, I felt infinite in a different kind of way
I wasn’t exactly happy, I only felt limitless
The kiss, an unknown forbidden desire
The most sincere I’ve ever given
The climbing of the stairs
As silent as it was, it was the loudest thing I’ve ever done
You told me we wouldn’t get caught
I took a leap of faith and trusted you
This morning I awoke feeling different
Was it hope that was flowing through my blood?
Today she talked to me (not her, the other one)
She seemed like she was ready to resume
But the bonding that happened last night
Seemed to have undone the one I was hoping would be strengthened
Is this what should happen?
Or should I balance the two?