I've gotten into my top choice of college. I've lost 3 pounds since January 1st and kept it off. I am maintaining stable relationships with my friends. I haven't tried to harm myself in about two or three months. I know people like me. I am having fun with musical.
Yet I don't feel validated. I don't feel appreciated or wanted. It's probably just another thing I have to work on, but I feel like I'm a leaf being blown in the wind. No one pays attention to it. No one appreciates it.